Lost in a daydream.

Dear blog,

I read a sad article earlier. It reassured me of my lifelong goal to live a simple life, to grow old with the ones I love until I am no longer able to be by their side anymore.

Living a simple life requires a lot of self control actually.

Along the way, you'll face situations which tempt you to stray away from achieving that simple life. & when life becomes too simple or boring, you will try to spice things up. But you know many a times you'll probably go out of control; because you really can't get enough of good things right?

So, a simple life is not that simple after all..

As 2013 comes to an end, I shall do a personal reflection. The number of improvements I could think of at hand is really quite massive.

1. To be more appreciative.

Things may seem effortless but that is just on the surface. I should learn to see the worth in every little effort & be thankful for whatever people have done for me.

2. To think before I act.

My reflex arc over performs. Often I just shoot/do what I truly feel without considering the possible implications. & no surprises, my actions often conclude with a "shit!". I need to stop this.

3. To be less greedy.

This is applicable in all aspects. I think I am really scaring guys away with my appetite. I NEED to control. 

Also I feel like I have the instinct to exploit  situations to reap the greatest benefits for myself or my party.

I didn't see this as a bad thing until someone told me that sometimes there are bigger things than reaping benefits. That opened up a new window & widened my view on life.

I am really thankful for these people who've taught me how to be a better person :) I have so much to learn.

4. Be more sincere.

5. Be less lazy.

I am so lazy I choose to watch drama at home (on my bed) everyday instead of going for a holiday or going out to have fun. This has to change because it is severely jeopardising my already lacklustre social life.

6. Smile more :) :) :)

Looking silly is better than looking like a snobby bitch. Okay okay, I'll tryyyyy. It's so fricken hard when your default face is like >:\

Can't think of anymore. I always don't know how to conclude. Okay bye.